10/07/2024

pretty sure i had like a minor panic attack this morning and now ive been shaking uncontrollably for the past few hours arrghgshfhdhsd. math class super boring but its fine i guess.

09/30/2024

started college a few months ago. was getting an archaeology and museum curation certificate, but i wound up hating those classes and dropped them. now im in intro to algebra bc its the only math class that wasnt full even tho i did algebra 3 like junior year of HS. also in weight training and "lifetime fitness and health" bc my mom is making me take 2 PE courses (and she pays my tuition so i kinda hafta). its okay i guess. i miss seeing my friends more than once a month. whtvr.

07/30/2024

my cat died. it was on may 1st. he got a rapic-growing tumour on his face. we had him since i was 3, he was an absolute sweetheart, his breath was always super stinky, hed gone blind a few years back, and he was my favoritest grouchy old man forever. i love you zekey baby, i hope youre keeping katie company wherever you guys are, Who misses you alot and has been extra needy since youve been gone, goodbye my sweet sweet boy zeke.

07/30/2024

graduated high school like a month?two? ago. i didnt go to graduation(didnt wanna go and just had alot going on emotionally n shit) but watched the livestream with my parents from home. had a class of like 700(ish????probs a little less) which is insane. went to the school boat party and had people asking me where i was for graduation, including people who ive spoken maybe 3 times to ever? it was weird. i had fun tho. not prepared for the future at all, never thought id live this long honestly and its just weird. signed up for classes at community college, getting a certificate in "historic preservation and museum curation" (aka archaeology and museum shit) and then im gonna probably major in history. i didnt prepare at all for reasons stated earlier and also just blatant procrastination. i dont know for sure if thats even what i want to do, its just one of the two subjects i always did well in and that i could see a career in that field. i really love math but theres no job for just liking algebra alot. besides teaching i guess but i dont like kids. went on a road trip with my family a week ago which was stressful but fun.oh! and i went on a day trip to the beach with some friends a while back:)))

04/03/2024

18th bday was today! had a grand ole time. ma got me a print from James Dean(artist and creator of Pete the Cat) and it was the parody of The Creation of Adam which is just so silly and i love it sm, brother got me this big ass shadow the hedgehog plush head, my dad got me some garfield merch, and my cousin n gram got me a monster high hoodie. the harvest this year has been bountiful, truly. one of the garf things was a replacement for my old garf sweats which just have nothing left of the images. family friends came over for cake:) summary: i had a good time lol.

04/01/2024

spring break over:(((( senior assassins starts today tho so im supes excited. todays safety is wearing college merch so i have my dads old sweatshirt with the biggest dumbest hole on the right arm. my birthdays in 2 days also!!!! very excited for the week. plus its an even day so i dont have a first period:)))